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This is stunning, Sun Sun!

It is a hard truth - you certainly must find calm to enter yourself, your blood, and bones, your body and soul - your heart, and first look what has happened.  Awakening is very painful, not because it causes pain, but because pain is there, and one feels it, ancient chaos - and the master awakens to put his house in order.  So much easier to sleep!  Yet then the incredible blessing cannot be felt.

Your words are beautiful to me, Sun Sun!

Then…I find another difficulty - Beauty!  I find if life is miserable, sad and painful, well, I could handle this.  Something in me understand this..was raised on a good diet of it.  But as meditation and transformation, alchemy (!) thought transforms into energy, energy into delight, the beauty kills me (laughing!)…then you must find the strength to feel the beauty!  The beauty and utter blessing of feeling life!  Of being alive!  It hurts too!  Because you must die to your past-mind..fresh nerves aching like a newborn baby reaching for the mother's breasts - feeding from the beauty of life. 

It is a sweet sweet ache!

Thank you Sun Sun, for your beautiful and, in my eyes, perfectly insightful words!

Lovingly,
Cheyenne